i couldnt post this sooner and im very sorry for that.
i dont understand dA anymoar..... D: !!! as you may kno... or may be not... well this account was ownd by two people. but now ham-e (one of the owners) just moved away.

and no im not enjoyin the fact that this is now my account ,because he rarely go on anymoar (like once evry 2 months i guess). im actually very sad but i bet he will change something when he logs on... so now i ,maria, will hav to handle evrything. and im regreting so much thing i've done right now. i hope ham-e sees this journal that tells him how much all his friends, including and especially me, miss him. even though i've been a real prick sometimes to him.
please dont die on me ham-e.